OHHHHHH YEAH. everything ended when i knew that i won't be able to come with them to Hongkong. first reason was the passport. my passport wasn't ready. second: the DSWD needs papers and stuff. so everything i planned on NOT doing because i would be away, i would end up doing it. class play, final exams, etc. :I

on the brighter side, i get to see bodie again. on March 15 :) and i have a non-acad certificate! yihee! gooooo for thaaaaaaaat. :)

so yeah.. class play bummer. hate it. i'm being pressured. i hate it. seriously. and my groupmates are a bunch of losers just minding their own life. they don't even bother asking how the script is going, when are we going to start practicing, etc. they just go to me and BLABBER about how USELESS i am. and why didn't i tell them so that they could do it. fine. here's the deal: if i give it to you, DO YOU THINK YOU COULD GIVE ME SOMETHING NOT HALF-BAKED?! when all you can do is drink your heart out ?! and how dare you talk to me like that ?! you thought i couldn't answer back because you think you're superior, WELL, THINK AGAIN LOSER! I JUST DON'T STOOP DOWN TO YOUR LEVEL. sheesh.

okay i think i talked too much. sorry for the people being hurt by my statements. driven by emotions.. i hope you get my point.

papa's at manila. PGMA called for a Governor's Meeting. i thought "hala anu kaya pag-uusapan nila? baka hihingi si PGMA ng tulong or support dun sa ZTE-NBN thing." so yeah, i want to go with him, but i have classes tomorrow :(

back to normal. after 3 days break. =I masarap na yung break e. naputol pa. oh well, have to face NOLI, CHEM, MATH, etc. *WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEP*

so here i am, or here we are (me and jalots), editing our Noli script. damn noli script. =I

cry. so this is people power? so this IS people power.

i'm all alone here at Fagioli. (well, jolo's here. but he's gonna leave sooner or later.) i was with kuya huge and erwin awhile ago. we went to mcdo. and then we went to fagioli because wifi ang place. so yeah. hahaha. we bonded. but they had to go home already. sad.. i was left alone here at Fagioli. still alone. for a long time already. i have been inviting people to join me here but no one was willing to :( so here i am, chatting with people and visiting websites :) sad, right ? haay :( i'm having the time of my life. but chatting with people and catching up with them is fun, too. :) met new YM friends :) i'm still having fun even if i'm alone. :P

watching: Kevjumba is Crippled
listening to: With You by Chris Brown

PS: why are all sites under maintenance?! the heck?!

Labels: satruday night blues

yes, last night was prom night. we prepared for it. i have been receiving compliments with regards to my looks that night and i just want to say thank you to them. =P

i got home at 3am. with erwin and kuya huge. bonding. and we talked about some stuff. secret stuff. (OM KUYA HUGE AND ERWIN! WE HAVE TO TALK AGAIN! HAHAHA) we had this 3-way call but i slept between the call =)) SORRY! :P

so yeah, i don't want to go into details. haha. all i want to say is: my secret someone was dashing last night. lovely and pretty and gorgeous. OM!!!! =))

**another random post. by me. :

oh yes. the past days were freaky. because for the high school community (for the 3rd years and 4th years) it's prom week. the prom will be on FRIDAY. my dress ? oh its ready =))=))

my teacher got mad at us awhile ago. because of the script. bah whatever her. :

we had prom practice awhile ago. btw, i met my promdate already. his name is SEARKE (read as sharky) . shortcut for SEAN CLARKE. ooooh. cutie of their batch. but i don't find him that cute. he's fun to be with. =)) bodie even asked me who my promdate was. and then i told him, its SHARKY (i thought it was spelled that way!) bodie said "Sharky? Napaka-unique naman ng name nun." pati ba pangalan?! =))

i missed bodie ha. i texted him last night. and then he replied naman. we chatted until i told him that he should dance sa Davao show nya. (March 15 at Gaisano Mall. contact me kung gusto mo pumunta. haha) and that's when he didn't reply anymore! =))=)) natakot ata sa pagpilit ko sa kanya na sumayaw. =)) SORRY BODIE! sabi mo nga, kakanta ka lang. balato mo na ang pagsayaw sa kanila! =))

okay i have stuff to do. school stuff. x_x

and so here are the positive things that happened. the past days. :)

it was valentines day. and student-teachers day. as the name says, the students get to act as the teachers. for the day. and so it was fun. hahaha. valentines day? nothing fun, really. scandal? nope. but sweet stuff? a lot. a whole lot. hahaha:]

on the 15th! it was teachers day! a lot of fun! teachers were having fun. they were dancing on stage and singing and showcasing their talents and stuff. the students were certainly shocked about what happened. hahaha. respect on monday? not anymore! hahahaha. i'm just kidding:]

i gave something to one teacher only simply because i got lazy :)) i gave miss pulido a balloon in her favorite color: blue! hahaha. we gave it to her and did some stuff. hahaha. =P

after the program, we were ready to go. we ate at penongs and bonded and stuff. and then we went to NCCC and watched Heartbreaker Kid. it says R13 but it wasn't R13. it was more of R18! or R60! =))

when we got out of the movie house, we played at Timezone. i got addicted to the game where you have to swing your hands and stuff. :))

and then we decided to go to the CARNIVAL! weeeee! =)) they rode the Octopus. THEY (ate kat, erwin, breva, kuya eugene). i would never ride the octopus. gaaad i am so scared :)):)) after that, we tried the booth wherein you get to choose a color and then they roll the ball and see what color the ball will land on. :)) and then we saw the roller coaster O_O at first i was hesitant to ride but i felt the thrill. and so we got the tickets and waited for our turn.

when it was already our turn, they stopped the roller coaster for a while because they had to fix something. while we were waiting, it started to rain. we decided to get a refund and go home. we were so sad because the wait wasn't worth it. we were so depressed. so the next day (that is today) we planned on riding the rolled coaster. BWAHAHAHA:]]

i went to school at around 4pm because kuya eugene's cotillion practice wasn't done yet. so i and sheldon waited for them to be done, and so we went to mcdo to grab a bite because i was craving for a cheeseburger and mcflurry YUM:] kuya eugene arrived by 6pm but sheldon was already waiting to be fetched. and so i was stuck with kuya huge. hahaha. we texted emiko if she would go with the two of us carnival-ing. but she was undecided. so we rode the roller coaster. only the two of us. hahaha. date =))

the roller coaster ride was a lot of fun! it was really exciting! it got us out of our seat. literally. hahaha. we loved it so much that we wanted to ride it again! but it started to rain (again) so we decided to go home. hangover, we were pretending that the taxi was a roller coaster =))

i had a lot of fun! even though my post here wasn't that clear (bangag mode) i want you to know that i had a lot of fun! so much fun! very fun! whatever fun! =))

and so that was it. the fun things. hahaha. i have to sleep. i'm getting BIG BAGS already. you got the point. ;)

these past few days.. was a lot of fun. but the sadness and hurt and the feeling of rejection hit me. wow ang emo. natututo na ako ha.

i hate it when people look through my stuff without informing me. i felt that feeling just last week. someone was going through my stuff and then she saw what she was looking for. and then she shouted out loud "P***** I**! bakit di nya ginawa!" and she didn't know i was just there in the classroom when it happened. she was quite shocked when she saw me and she was blabbering on why i didn't do the script and stuff. so i was busy doing the research papers. and then she blabbered again on why didn't i tell her why i can't do it and other stuff. so i just let it pass. i won't let her take over my emotions and make me cry and stuff. but i am such a crybaby. i just can't help it. and so it came to a point that i wanted to quit being a leader. i didn't want this anyway. but still, i controlled my crying and continued through the day. blah for her. (if ever someone from my class is reading this, i'm just sharing what i felt when she did that to me.) and yeah, wala palang magbabasa nito from my class. nosebleed kasi diba?:]

moving on.. the rest of the days weren't that easy for me. because i am feeling so tired. being confronted by my teacher on how my performances were degrading, i never thought of that until she said it funnily. :)) but i realized that, really, it was degrading. i was losing my interest in school. i don't know what the hell is happening to me, but i know its something bad. and i have to figure it out sooner or later. x_x

the fun part, i want to post it in a new entry. to make things short. is this short? :))

this is what i call A DAY. whew. the elections hyped up everybody. the fight was real close. :))

so the YES Party survived the elections (go friends!)

MAJOR OFFICERS:
President: Cristine Paola Breva
Vice-President: Sheldon Walter Wong
Secretary: Emiko Antonette Escovilla
Treasurer: Eloize Angeli Dayanghirang
Auditor: Kriza Faye Calumba
PRO: Kevin Luke Mizon

go for that! :))

headache's back. because of NOLI SCRIPT.. ? well, not really. but the pressure's on me being the leader. (which i did not choose *weep*) script's not yet done. i mean,its done but not yet finalized. I have to finalize it. I I I I. do i need to stress more? waaaaaaa x___________x

so yeah, don't have to make this blog post long. just to update this. so that's it.

once again. CONGRATULATIONS FRIENDS! :) and i'll be seeing you guys sooooooon. peace.

Labels: elections tired i hate noli

yes, i am one helluva stressed fella. O_O the bags under my eyes say it all. *WEEP*

the class play. OH MY THE CLASS PLAY. *MAJOR WEEP* okay let me tell you guys something. the class was divided into two. there were leaders before hand. the members were just distributed to them. i was one leader, earl was the other one. i don't want to tell you here my MAIN reaction when i got the list of my members, because maybe i could hurt other's feelings. and when i got the names, i got stressed. *WEEP* our topic is ANG NASAYANG NA PAG-IBIG. Ibarra and Maria Clara. okaaaaaaaay the topic was fine with me. but i think i can't get along with the members that well. they belong to different cliques and sometimes their cliques CRASH. get what i mean ? i hope so. and that was it. scriptwriting process. deadline on MONDAY. alexa and bia got the scriptwriting job. i hope they got it right. :)

so i'll update this blog on my first directing job. in this half-of-the-class play. if i can survive it. but if not.. *WEEP*

its late in the evening. Miting de Avance tomorrow. good luck to my friends. i can't campaign for them for some reasons. and it makes me sad. no wearing of pins.. no wearing of STICKERS. major weep on that.

and i'm getting constant headaches. another major weep.

i just hope to get some MAJOR SLEEP. but i know i won't. because i can't.

LATURR.

Labels: stressed out

its chinese new year and ash wednesday, kiddo. di halata ? i know. ako nga rin e, nagulat. o_o =)) andrama :P they had these two dates go together. not good. tsk. look what happened. we just had fish and chicken and stuff for the new year :| kahit bawal parin ang chicken kasi nga lent na diba. so yeah. bummer. =/

we had a gathering here at home. with the cousins. i saw dara and talked to her about stuff. like the prom. :-O hahaha. we ate. kahit fasting dapat, kumain kami ng madami =)) (nagpaalam na ako kay Jesus!)

and then they didn't stay long. my other cousins played Poker *roll eyes* =)) they always play that. not new to me =))

typical chinese family ? maybe. we folllow chinese holidays and stuff. =))

chinese. chinese. KUNG HEI FAT CHOI. chinese. chinese.

today, i went to the mall. to catch up with 2 of my girl friends. but yeah, one of them had her boyfriend towed with her. NOT IN THE MOOD =/ so they had their own world. duh. i know you get my point. (i just hope she doesn't read this or else :]])
i chatted with my other girl friend and we chatted like we haven't chatted for a while! which is true. we haven't been talking to each other that long since the last time. :P i told her about someone, and another someone. :)):)) i can't say it here. maybe they would read it and get really emotional and and stuff like that. i know you get me. :|

**okay i was interfered by my sister who used the laptop because she wants to visit her friendster account. SHE HAS HER LAPTOP FOR PETE'S SAKE! x( and she encountered a problem and decided to sleep. =/ now i'm lost. i'm not inspired to post anymore. bah whatever. okay let me continue**

after, my girl friends decided to go to SM. i have to attend a baptism so we parted ways (parang ang emo ng term no ?) i went to St. Paul. then i looked for them but to no avail. i asked the guards where the baptism was held. and the guard said that it was already through. now i'm done for! T________________T

i went to Emerald kasi dun reception. when i was on my way there, yel texted me to ask miss pulido what to do for the Defense of the Research work. :-O so i texted her. and i made a joke. a pretty weird joke. i told myself "pag di nagreply si miss, andun sina achie. pag nagreply, edi wala sila dun." okay, fine. i know it's lame =/

when i was veeeeeeeeeeery near at Emerald, i received a message. and it was from miss pulido! then when we got to Emerald, there wasn't anyone there yet! how weird could that get ? :))

then i went in Victoria Plaza. when i entered the bookstore, i saw achie! whew thank God! and i went with her. :P

okay that was plainly it. just to tell you something about my day. and the weird joke. oh did i mention that Alfred Vargas was at St. Paul (for a wedding) but i didn't notice him ? the people who were there during the baptism rites saw him. sadness. =/

LATURR~

yeah. i changed the layout. its now rainbowish. kaloka. bumabading ang layouts ko every now and then :)):))

oh yeah. i already watched Alvin and the Chipmunks and its a LAT OF FAN! i loved it so much! the song here in my blog is one of their songs :)) FUNKYTOWN!

i'm going to watch it again today! :P okay laturrr :)