i'm feeling kinda good..
feeling kinda better than my last post.
i felt good kasi some people talked to me.
and enlightened me about stuff.
(with the help of three special people who are one of the reasons why i hold on)
but..
even though they enlightened me about stuff, i still can't help but think about it..
i don't want to think about it anymore..
kasi i want to stop feeling bad.
pero di ko talaga maiwasan eh..
i'll be off to retreat on the 17th.
i'll be out of contact to everyone on that day.
no to internet and cellphone *weeps endlessly*
retreat letters ko please :D
ihulog nyo sa labas ng classroom ko.
or if its completely impossible to do that, send it sa email ng friend ko: ichii25_02@yahoo.com
subject nyo na lang na retreat letter nyo yun for me :D
thanks guys!
JAM signing off, 7:46 PM.
ilang weeks na rin ako bothered.
with some stuff na i'd rather not mention here.
i'm jealous. (don't think about the lovey-dovey kind of jealous)
some people deserve more the things that i have right now.
i'm still thinking if i'll give them away.
if i do, i'll disappoint myself and someone dear to me. (whoever you are, ganun ka ka-special saken na nahihirapan akong i-give up ito)
if i don't, maybe patuloy lang ako maging sad.
i don't know.. ang gulo talaga ng isip ko.
whatever na nga lang.
JAM signing off, 11:47 PM.