Friday, October 31, 2008

its October 31 and i'm alone here in the room. the television shows keeps on flashing those creepy whatsoevers. i know i'm too old to get scared but what the heck, if you're alone and the television keeps flashing those odd looking, creepy types of images or videos or what, i bet you'd be scared too. :-S

anyway, papa's here already. he said that we will be going to kongkong tomorrow. (my chinese grandfather) maybe i'll see my cousins again. or something.

give me ideas on how to aliw myself since i'm all alone here and i got nothing to do. :|

PS: my gosh, the TV just flashed something about the Bahay ng Multo thingy! sh*t T_____T

JAM signing off, 4:32 AM.

A Shuffle Survey (grabbed from Carl)
1. Shuffle your iPod/MP3 player/iTunes/Whatever else you have.
2. Answer the questions by the song title that comes up.
3. Don’t cheat, it makes everything more fun!

[One] What is your life going to be like in five years?
Song: Go On Girl by Ne-Yo
Comments: Life will go on ba? hahaha!

[Two] How is your love life going for you right now?
Song: Go Girl by Pitbull
Comments: Go Girl? as in go ng go? hahaha

[Three] What pisses you off the most about the opposite sex?
Song: Superhuman by Chris Brown
Comments: yung nagfifeeling magaling sa lahat? HAHAHAHA

[Four] What do your parents really think of you?
Song: Disturbia by Rihanna
Comments: ano yun, in Disturbia ako? bum bum bi dum bum bum bi dum bum..

[Five] What do you think about the world and its current state?
Song: Lean Like A Cholo by Down AKA Kilo
Comments: ano ibig sabihin nyan?!

[Six] What is the worst thing that’s ever happened to you?
Song: Beautiful Girls by Sean Kingston
Comments: HAHAHAHA ano to =))

[Seven] What will your first/next time having sex be like?
Song: Womanizer by Britney Spears
Comments: HAHAHAHA lafftrip :))

[Eight] What is your main goal in life?
Song: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
Comments: amfufu bakit ganito?!

[Nine] What do the boys at your school think of your looks?
Song: Me and You by Fall Out Boy
Comments: HAHAHAHA o diba, ako at sila :>

[Ten] What do you really want in life?
Song: Listen by Beyonce
Comments: ano yun, gusto kong pinapakinggan ako?

[Eleven] How are you going to get far in life?
Song: Over You by Chris Daughtry
Comments: pag nakaget over na ako sayo? ang emo naman!

[Twelve] What do say when you’re in a bad mood?
Song: I'm Yours by Jason Mraz
Comments: ang layo naman ata ng sagot.

[Thirteen] What about when you are really happy?
Song: Probinsyana by Bamboo
Comments: hmm, bakit ganito? di naman ako probinsyana ah?

[Fourteen] What do think of yourself in general?
Song: Locomotion by Beach Boys
Comments: everybody's doing the brand new dance, now?

[Fifteen] What is your life’s theme song?
Song: Stop and Stare by One Republic
Comments: hahaha titigil ako tapos magsestare tapos go on ulit. HAHAHA

[Sixteen] What are you going to do this weekend?
Song: Me Love by Sean Kingston
Comments: ano yun, maghahanap ng love? hahaha

[Seventeen] How can you try and make yourself happy?
Song: Tattoo by Jordin Sparks
Comments: magpapatattoo ako?!

[Eighteen] What song will they play at your wedding?
Song: Move Shake Drop by DJ Laz
Comments: ang gago nito, gawin bang disco ang wedding ko?! =))

[Nineteen] What about your funeral?
Song: Piece of Me by Britney Spears
Comments: isa pa to!

[Twenty] What or who makes you the most happy?
Song: Party People by Nelly ft. Fergie
Comments: hahahaha, GO PARTY PIPS!

[Twenty One] What am I even doing on this Earth?
Song: Makes Me Wonder by Maroon 5
Comments: it really makes me wonder, di ko rin alam eh. hahaha

[Twenty Two] How am I going to die?
Songs: How To Save A Life by The Fray
Comments: awts magiging savior ako. hahaha

[Twenty Three] What is some good advice?
Song: We Just Don't Care by John Legend
Comments: wag na kasi pakialaman. just don't care.

[Twenty Four] & What’s some advice you’d never take?
Song: Bye Bye by Mariah Carey
Comments: di daw ako aalis?! HUWAAAAT?! patama! hahaha :))

[Twenty Five] Will you ever have children?
Song: Collide by Howie Day
Comments: ewan, collide daw eh.

[Twenty Six] What is high school like for you or what will it be like?
Song: Me Love by Sean Kingston
Comments: Me pag-ibig. naks naman oh. hahaha

[Twenty Seven] How are you feeling today?
Song: You Can't Hurry Love by Phil Collins
Comments: di nagmamadali?

[Twenty Eight] What’s your general outlook on life?
Song: That's What You Get by Paramore
Comments: what you see is what you get?

[Twenty Nine] What are your last words going to be?
Song: My Heart Has A Mind Of Its Own by Christian Bautista
Comments: may utak ang puso ko, shaaks ang emo :))

[Thirty] What song is going to be stuck in your head all day?
Song: In The Ayer by Flo-Rida ft. whoever
Comments: oh hot damn, this is why i jam

JAM signing off, 1:59 AM.

Thursday, October 30, 2008

it's 3:00am and i'm still awake, doing my IT Project which is due today (October 31st)

no i did not cram (seriously) this is actually a group project but all of my groupmates were too busy doing their thing. so we didn't have any time left to do the project. we're meeting at YM later this afternoon.

i'm starting the project so that later when we "meet" up, we just need to finalize it and then pass it to sir through his email.

i'm actually having a hard time doing this simply because i cannot make up my mind on what to put. to use DevC++, you really have to have a clear mind, a clear thought on what to do. or maybe i'm just sleepy and all. =/

---------------

i'm experiencing something again. the same thing that i have experienced before.

maybe some things - or people - are insensitive.

they're just aware about my feelings but are not mindful that what they are currently doing are STILL hurting my feelings.

i can't blame them, though.

maybe i'm just too sensitive.

are they doing it unintentionally?

or are they doing it on purpose?

to get rid of me?

JAM signing off, 11:57 AM.

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

sometimes, i think i'm spending too much.
i'm such a compulsive buyer and i hate it. whenever i see anything that catches my small eyes, i immediately buy them. (when i know i have the money, of course)

anyway, i watched HSM3 with my friends yesterday after classes. i was kinda disappointed with the movie, or maybe i just expected too much. but it was nice. and i admit, nakaka-LSS ang mga kanta. HAHAHA!

this afternoon, i was bored at home and so i thought of watching a movie (again). i decided to watch My Only U. the movie was funny, really. pero i was kinda disappointed with the ending. basta, whatever the ending is, i didn't see that coming :

why do i easily get disappointed with stuff?
and it seems that watching movies are destressing me?

i plan to watch Sisterhood and House Bunny this coming days.
but its making my wallet thin :(
crap, i need money =))=))=))

JAM signing off, 6:52 AM.

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

we weren't part of the Top 5 sa sayawitan. its okay, i expected it anyway.

but i got hypertensive yesterday. i think that was the first time i experienced that. maybe i was sooo pressured and then i lack sleep, i'm young and stressed.
so sad.

my classmate told me that my face was veeeeery red. i actually got a hint that i wasn't feeling well because i couldn't write properly; my hands were shaking! really shaking!

so yeah, i should bring me to the doctor and have me checked up. i don't know what's happening to me. maybe it just runs in the family (papa is hypertensive)

pray for me =D

JAM signing off, 10:33 AM.

Sunday, October 26, 2008

hataw na, wag kang mapagod.. hataw at galaw, ako't ikaw..

i'm humming to the tune of Gary V.'s Hataw Na because of our sayawitan thingy. they told me to edit the songs.. after listening to it again and again, its stuck in my head.

we're going to have our sayawitan tomorrow. i don't really expect that we would get a high rank since we just prepared for this sayawitan for 1 whole day! (afternoon of saturday and morning of sunday)

yeah, for the nth time, i lost my weekend. today's a sunday but i think its just one of those regular days.

and yes, i changed my blog layout. i got tired of that simple thingy which was my layout for the longest time. :))

i'm thinking of opening a new blog.. i don't know. hahaha.

i'm so random. and sabaw XD

JAM signing off, 6:29 AM.

Friday, October 24, 2008

its been a long time since i last posted something here.
i've been too busy with school.. and stuff.. you know, those things.
and yes, i've been very stressful these past few days.
homework overload, academic overload, project overload, stuff overload..
so yeah, my brain almost exploded. good thing it didn't. it just went pfft.
kidding =))

so yeah, the start of this week has been pretty good for me. i feel lighter (since there's no more stress whatsoever), i feel vibrant. whatever.
but after i saw my Math and Physics test scores, all my happiness went down the drain. poof just like that.

my Physics test was.. not good and not bad. not good because parang sumabit lang ako but not bad because i didn't fail. (while most of my classmates did)

my Math test was baaaaad. really, really bad. i actually failed. well, like 95% of the batch failed so there's nothing new to it. but the fact that i failed, it was all blagadag-tingaling-chug-chug in my head. i cried. for hours. yeah, depression. i can't accept the fact that i blew all those math hours. and i lost hope for that Calculus Enrichment i wanted since the first semester (since the English, Filipino and IT courses were only offered for the 1st sem)
oh well, i have to move on.

aaaaaaaand so we have this Stage Play per class which is equivalent to our periodical test for the 3rd quarter. i was chosen to be the Producer, who will be the overall in-charge of the whole production.
"LIKE WTF?!?!?!"
yeah, i see stress and sleepless nights coming my way. o_o

enough with academics.

aaaaaand so i bought a pair of Havs last sunday. and then i asked the parentals to buy me a new pair of rubber shoes. and then my Mango wallet (which i really, really love) got its zipper jammed and so i needed a new wallet too.
i'm buying the new pair of shoes tomarrow and the wallet? i don't know if i'm going to buy a new one. i don't think i can let go of my wallet *sniff*

-------------

i'll try blogging more often.
more often = if i have time.

ILY ALL :P

JAM signing off, 6:15 AM.