things aren't as easy as they seem right now.

i cried awhile ago. being the producer and the overall in charge of the stage play isn't easy. especially when people don't believe you.
they didn't show up during practice this morning. and maybe they thought its that easy to wake up early in the morning only to find out that some people didn't pay attention when you announced that there is a practice.
i hate it.
we just wasted a day. we couldv'e done a lot. but crap, everyone isn't cooperating!

crap i hate it.

its been a long time since i last posted an entry. been kinda busy lately.
thinking of things..

my teacher informed me that the Stage Play will be presented either on the 24th or the 25th.
yes, that is actually less than a week from now. and we still haven't started.
all we have is the script and the script itself.
all we need to do is practice, practice, practice.
on friday, sabaday and sunday, we still have to practice even though we don't have our director on those dates. (hello, Milo sports thingy)
i would have to say goodbye to my weekend again. oh well, that's life.

i'm sad again. :(

okay, that's it. i'll shut up for now. i'm gonna do my economics homework.
and reprint the script.

pray for me, friends. :DD

and now i believe more people are reading my blog.
WOOT!

HAHAHAHAHA, kidding.

i got a high score in math. woohoo!
i know i'm lame, right?

the hell, everyone wants to score high in math. especially this quarter.
we don't have periodical exams, soooo cool. hahaha
but we have replacements. or whatever you call them.

in English class, we have this stage play.
(oh crap, the stage play)

body hurts, danced the cha cha cha awhile ago.
i already have a boy partner!
(for the past practices, i have a girl partner. LOL)
yiheeeeeeeeeeee~

bah whatever. all i know is that i had a great day XD

okay, i'm sabaw. sorry.

LET ME SAY A FEW WORDS BEFORE I GO ON WITH THIS POST:

if i see anything of this outside this blog WITHOUT MY PERMISSION, something's gonna happen.
and whatever i say here is from experience.
or other's experience.
or whoever's experience.
you get my point, dude.

now here goes.

I SAY:

personal blogs are where people talk about things like school, work, showbusiness, politics, and pieces of crap.
and they are totally free to do that.
(well, if they don't flamethrow everyone who gets in their way, of course.)

for example:
if i say..

i hate this and that.
or
i love this and that.
or
i don't like this for that because.

that, my friends, is my personal choice. personal choice to post here, personal choice to say that. that is something true, or something not true. its up to me if i'd fool you. but mostly i don't. becaue i don't want to get fooled either.

or maybe if i say..

Brad Pitt proposed and told me how much he loves me. He actually flew all the way from Bollywould just to do that. Isn't he the sweetest?

now, my friends, do you think this is true? would you believe me?
and since this is my personal blog, do you think everything that i say here is true?
even though i'm, let's say, credible enough, still, not everything i say is true.

the same situation here:
if i say, out of nowhere, that this boy hates this girl, would you believe me?
and if i say that Robi hates the Robilievers and the Robicoles, now would you believe me?
would you believe some person like me?
do you really believe in that statement?
if you do, i'm sorry but i have to call you a gullible piece of crap. from what planet did you come from?

in my perspective, personal experience and imagination isn't the same. they're two different things.
a sane person could distinguish both. just like how i distiguished my post. (yes, i am actually sane at this point)
would you really believe that Brad Pitt did that just because you think i'm credible?
take it at this point: do you really think that HE COULD DO OR SAY THAT?!
oh come on, you know better than that.
do you really think Robi hates those two groups i mentioned above?
OH COME ON!!

(i'm tired and in a hurry so i think i'd stop blabbering here)

and so, not everything you see in personal blogs are true.

i'm furious.
one more wrong move and now everyone gets a RUDE AWAKENING.

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on a lighter note, i'm part of the Top 3 English students of my section :-)
err, haven't done any proofreading on this post though, i'm kinda in a hurry.
i still have two long tests tomorrow.

and!
you could comment on this post through my Shoutbox over there --->
this template doesn't let you comment directly on my post :I
I KNOW YOU WANT TO COMMENT~ yiiiheee. hahaha.

and so i say..

TO HELL WITH EVERYONE.

i hate it when i'm sick.
i'm absent-minded.

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i read the old messages in my inbox. memories came back, reasons on why i kept those messages, why they seem so important to me, why i wanted those memories to come back, why i wanted those people to come back.. (whoever they are, they might be reading this, or not)
i'm still hoping, that's why i'm holding on to those messages.

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this week was, is, and will be a busy week for me.
a lot of stuff to catch up.. academics and other requirements to complete, deadlines to meet, parties to go to, opening and closing ceremonies to attend to (both on the same date!), activities to join.
the script is made already, i already gave the draft to miss aquino.
card day on friday. doomsday. and that also means NO CAT and BE ABLE TO CHAT WITH ROBI! but we're going to buy things for the CSIP Closing Ceremonies, which will be on saturday, i just hope we're going to finish early.
Saturday morning, CSIP Closing Ceremonies.
Saturday afternoon, Miggy's party. and a very important opening ceremony by 5pm T_T
i just hope i could use Miggy's internet connection =(

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i'm missing one person. i know i shouldn't but, what the hell, i do. and it actually creeps me out.
o_o
whoever this person is, i may divulge the identity SOON.
or maybe i'll be selfish and let you all figure out who that is :P

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PS: i actually edited this post a few times before i was able to come up with a (kinda) final post. that's how sabaw i am :P

i'm sick, i have cough and colds. and i hate it. you see, waking up every morning shouldn't be a struggle but it's becoming one because of this cough. every morning, i wake up having a hard time breathing. err :I